Praise you In this Storm

Yesterday I was sitting and am waiting for an appointment at my office and was tuning into the music playing in the background.

Then I could hear the words, “I will praise you in this storm” begin to play. It was from a Christian song that I know well and used to listen to years ago when in difficult times. This song hold memories of times that I did not think I could ever get through. In those years I did not take things day by ay but truly moment by moment. Read more

Breathing Lessons

A pain is digging it’s way into my chest and I can feel the spasm of energy throughout my back.

I have to lean into the pain and breathe. Find that deep cleansing breath deep in my abdomen.

I am in the middle of getting some beautiful energy when I feel an overwhelming wave of emotion beginning to make itself known.

I have to lean into the emotion and breathe. Find that cleansing breathe deep in my abdomen.

Though with it comes more emotions. More waves. And I don’t desire to be in these choppy waters. I find myself cutting off my breath and thus the emotions. To be stored in my body and dealt with another day. To most likely come out in less healthy waves. Yet I can’t find the courage to lean in here.

My ego is throwing a huge dance party. I am coming up with anything and everything to throw out internally at myself and those in this room. Again, I have so much emotion here but it is all ego, thought driven, BS! There is so much I could yell about, stomp my feet about, and really I could blow up things that I don’t really desire to blow up.

I have to lean into the ego thoughts and breathe. Find that cleansing breath deep in my abdomen.

I need to breathe into these thoughts enough to see what is true. What is actually my emotions. What is picked up. And in the end really where the hurt is coming from. Because my ego is screaming lies that I know are not my truth. They are trying to just create drama.

Breath.

So simple. And yet in these moments of physical pain, emotional pain, and ego…it can be a major challenge.

Instead we constrict. We contain. We don’t allow. Even when we have the knowledge of the importance.

Though the more we practice our breath and not in any fancy, deep breath techniques way, but simple deep cleansing breaths… the easier it will be in these moments of struggle.

The easier it will be to connect to our bliss overall. The more we will see beyond the veil of our false selves and see the beauty that is truly within and without.

Where are you missing your breath?
Where are you disconnecting from self by disconnecting from breath?
Where are you disconnecting from your life?

Step in today.

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Path from God

I see the signs
I know what message God is sending me and in all honesty it couldn’t be clearer.
It is smack in my face to the level that I can’t deny
Everything has come together in such strange coincidence (and I don’t believe in coincidence) that the intensity of this message sends shivers up my spine. Read more

My Beloved

My Beloved,

I find you the most magnificent thing and love every hair upon your head. I love and adore you at all times. There is nothing that you could ever do that would make me love you any less. Each day I cheer for you as you go out into the world with that amazing heart I have provided to you. You have been given a heart that could change the world but dear one you seem to lose connection with it and thus me. I want you! I want all of you and I desire to ravish and romance you. Though you have to lean in and allow me to ravish you. I am romancing you daily if you would open your eyes and heart to me my love. I have the most amazing plans for you and desire to rain beauty down upon you. I want you to have that life that your heart yearns for and put these desires into your heart for a reason. Read more

Siren’s Song

Siren’s Song

Sometimes I just need a break from spiritual growth and need to jump into some mindless entertainment. I recently was having one of these moments of needing to just escape the world, my feelings, and my head chatter and so decided to pick-up a fiction book. In the book the main character is turned into a siren. Greek mythology portrays Siren’s as women that were like mermaids that could also turn into winged creatures and would sing sailors to their deaths. These were women that were beyond gorgeous that had this entrancing song and way of movement that men couldn’t resist. Once a siren had a man in her grasps he was her’s to use. However, as these creatures are portrayed in the book I was reading, they are devastatingly beautiful until they are not fed, then they lose control and end up going straight for men’s hearts and tearing the man to bits.

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