Captivated in the Witnessing
I stood before a gorgeously decorated bathtub. Rose petals adorned the sides while some floated on the frothy surface of fragrant bubbles. The entire room was dancing in the firelight of candles surrounding the room.
I could feel the energy of other beside me as we looked upon a scene of deep romance and healing. The sexual energy was palpable but the spiritual energy of this moment is what took my breath away.
The healing of each movement as energy was swirled and orgasm was happening without touch. The words that were being spoken healing my witnessing soul.
Two souls did a dance of divine healing within this tub
I swayed with the kundalini energies within as I cleared my own blocks within and hit the gamet of emotions.
The healing was in the witnessing of a powerful transformation happening with another but translating to a similar transformation within myself.
Feeling changed forevermore as I watched the session come to a close and the soul dance take its final few steps. Read more
Silence can be beautiful and golden
Or silence can cut you like a knife
You can sit with those you love and share a moment of truth and understanding.
Heart to heart
Soul to soul
This deeper awareness of the interconnected nature of the human spirit. Sitting and reveling in the peace and the energies that are stirred.
At times traveling to other times and spaces with the energy
At other times sitting in the here and now simply being in all your “beingness”
Yet there is another kind of silence
Tale as old as time….
I feel as my body melts into the ground below me as I become one with the earth. My breath begins to expand out and each exhale shakes the energies within.
I am engulfed by this energetic snake as it slides up my torso, leaving behind it a trail of fire and yet euphoric sensations throughout not just my physical body but my energetic body. Read more
“I won’t open my legs up for a man that, at this moment, I wouldn’t open my arms for. ”
I took a deep breath.
I felt this woman’s statement to me but more than that I felt the energy of sorrow behind it.
I felt the energy of all the women past and present in my life.
These words that stir and bring to me the image of the ferocious feminine as well as the internal hunger of a woman not feeling fed.
I breathed in a sense of deep understanding in that moment. Read more
You are doing the work.
I see you…
I know you are doing all the things!
You are meditating
You are working your energy
You are doing the journaling… the classes… the videos
You are internally choosing to refocus when you feel yourself drifting to those things that are not aligned.
So the problem isn’t that you aren’t taking the action.
You are amazing at doing the things and while you sometimes feel a stirring of fear, you consistently are willing to do the work on self. Read more
It sticks with you… for life.
You can work through it and still you can come back around and need to heal it at a new level.
Trauma changes the brain for good.
Changing the very fabric of who we are through experience but also through how our nervous system interacts with the world.
Recently a past trauma has reemerged in my body.
Spirit and my body are ready to work through it and heal at a next level and so it is making itself known once again to my awareness.
I’m doing this for me!
I’m doing this because it is what I need whether you are behind it or not.
I’m doing this because this is how I’m going to grow and expand.
I’m doing this to get back to being me.
And pieces you can be a part of if you so choose and can hold my hand and we can walk together.
And parts of this are none of your business.
And I don’t want you with me. Moments that I need to experience with myself or another soul. Read more