Whoa, EGO!!!
Yes, the ego within yourself that you want to deny as ego spouting from your core.
It’s icky and sticky and you share it with those closest to you.
You feel the cauldron bubbling deep within you and at times it oozes out of your very being.
 
Feeling the massive weight of introverted ego created from your past and simply from your humanity.
And that ego, those insecurities, are what keeps you from the relationship you desire.

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She felt the call to rise from the ashes.
As the cycle starts once again and the ashes come together to meld into an ember
And that ember then turns into a flame
 
A call from her soul to burn away the old and allow the passion behind her fire to be released. A fire that builds her wings and allows her to soar.
 
She feels the fear wash as she sees the fire start to build within her core and watch as it rolls and unfolds throughout her body.

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Tale as old as time….

I feel as my body melts into the ground below me as I become one with the earth. My breath begins to expand out and each exhale shakes the energies within.

I am engulfed by this energetic snake as it slides up my torso, leaving behind it a trail of fire and yet euphoric sensations throughout not just my physical body but my energetic body. Read more

“I won’t open my legs up for a man that, at this moment, I wouldn’t open my arms for. ”

I took a deep breath.
I felt this woman’s statement to me but more than that I felt the energy of sorrow behind it.
I felt the energy of all the women past and present in my life.

These words that stir and bring to me the image of the ferocious feminine as well as the internal hunger of a woman not feeling fed.

I breathed in a sense of deep understanding in that moment. Read more

I laid near friends as we all looked at a sky full of stars.
On this clear autumn evening the view was breathtakingly clear, as the chill was held off by my warm blankets, and everything surrounding me seemed exquisitely vibrant.
 
Each person shared what they were seeing in the same sky.
One saw the sky arranging into a gorgeous lotus flower.
Another was focused on the shooting stars as they left trails behind.
I simply felt like the stars were coming down to dance with me and there was more stars than sky.
I took a deep breath and relaxed into what I was experiencing.

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Let’s say you are out walking on a beautiful morning and you see the most majestic bird. The colors are breathtaking. The way it flits, this way and that, brings you such joy.

This little bird hops over to you and begins to show interest. There is something within you that this majestic bird is drawn too and so she decides to play with you.

Being in the very presence of this bird makes you feel more connected to yourself and the Universe. You are inspired by the way she moves, plays, loves, trusts, and connects. Read more

Never good enough for anyone!
You constantly hear all the ways that you aren’t living up to others spoken and unspoken expectations of you.
 
Not good enough at work
Not good enough at your romantic relationship
Not good enough at your friendships
Not good enough at ANYTHING it feels like!

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This last week has been a week of focused self-growth and expansion work in almost every area of my life.

From an internal stirring I journeyed out into books, trainings, meditation, and so much journaling!!!

I focused on my own inner work that I knew had to be tackled.
I became extra aware of where my ego was present and took care to listen deeper to those in my life.
Watched my thoughts and saw where they were creating different belief systems and thus manifesting in my life.
Learned some new things I am ready and excited to implement in business. Read more

“Please don’t hurt me!”
 
This is the thought that runs through my heart as I lay snuggled up in arms. Head on a naked chest and my heart feeling like it’s going to crack right open but there is still constriction held in my heart chakra.
 
Im in a dance of surrendering and then pulling back. Melting and then stiffening.

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