I’m soaking in a warm hot tub with friends as the jets create an abundance of bubbles on the surface.
We sit looking up at the stars and enjoying the moments.
When a female friend that is sitting beside me takes notice of the glow of the lights on my pale white skin.

“Your skin and hair is so beautiful in the lights. May I play with it?”
I breathe in the compliment and give my consent.

She takes my braided hair and strokes it up against the sensitive skin of my arm. The sensation is divine in this relaxed space and I can feel the reaction of tingles all over my body and deep within my core. Read more

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I’m incredibly thankful for 2020!

This morning I woke up bright and early to a sweet kitten purring beside me and giving me morning sleepy eyes as she snuggled in close.

I then headed off to have my morning walk with a friend that is more like family as we shared about our lives and all the abundance that is present.

Then I open my email to messages of love and gratitude from clients that are expanding and reawakening before my very eyes.

And I am again reminded of how very blessed I am and how despite 2020 being a different kind of a year… it’s been a good year.

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You were born with desire
You were born with a hunger
You were born with an Appetite!
 
An appetite for deeper connection and understanding of this world in all it’s juiciness.
 
The juiciness of deep connective relationships
The juiciness of feeling passion for your work
The juiciness of seeing and experiencing the world
The juiciness of our inner world and it’s divine energy
The juiciness of expansive moments of intimacy
 

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How do you make a moment last forever?

This is my question to myself as I stare out into the blue ocean while strong arms are wrapped around me.

The beginnings of tears begin to come to my eyes as a beautiful flood of emotions arise in my chest.

I want to freeze this moment amongst so many others over that last few days.

The kisses
The caresses
The heart shares
The laughter
The way I’ve been pampered so perfectly in a way that arouses my feminine in a way I’ve been hungry for recently.

I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more

We are walking back to the car after some intimate conversation and an evening of laughter. I can feel the gentle breeze blowing my dress and I am soaking in the moment.

The air feels magical.
The full moon is lighting our way.
And he slowly slips his hand into mine. Read more

You want them to make you feel special but you don’t see anything special within self.

You want them to rain love down upon you and yet you can’t find any love for all your intricacies

You want them to see you, romance you, cherish you, appreciate you… invite you in…

But you aren’t offering that same invitation to self to expand and drop into surrender. You are expecting others to give you things that you have not found the ability to consistently tune into within self. Read more