How do you make a moment last forever?

This is my question to myself as I stare out into the blue ocean while strong arms are wrapped around me.

The beginnings of tears begin to come to my eyes as a beautiful flood of emotions arise in my chest.

I want to freeze this moment amongst so many others over that last few days.

The kisses
The caresses
The heart shares
The laughter
The way I’ve been pampered so perfectly in a way that arouses my feminine in a way I’ve been hungry for recently.

I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more

We are walking back to the car after some intimate conversation and an evening of laughter. I can feel the gentle breeze blowing my dress and I am soaking in the moment.

The air feels magical.
The full moon is lighting our way.
And he slowly slips his hand into mine. Read more

You want them to make you feel special but you don’t see anything special within self.

You want them to rain love down upon you and yet you can’t find any love for all your intricacies

You want them to see you, romance you, cherish you, appreciate you… invite you in…

But you aren’t offering that same invitation to self to expand and drop into surrender. You are expecting others to give you things that you have not found the ability to consistently tune into within self. Read more

“She only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not
Right, her timing is quite unusual
You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic
And the shape of her body unusual” -Train, “Meet Virginia”

I have always had a fascination for this song. Since I was a young girl riding the bus and hearing these lyrics for the first I felt like I “got” Virginia

So as I am driving down the road and song comes on I find myself belting it out with passion. Read more