You want them to make you feel special but you don’t see anything special within self.

You want them to rain love down upon you and yet you can’t find any love for all your intricacies

You want them to see you, romance you, cherish you, appreciate you… invite you in…

But you aren’t offering that same invitation to self to expand and drop into surrender. You are expecting others to give you things that you have not found the ability to consistently tune into within self. Read more

“She only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not
Right, her timing is quite unusual
You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic
And the shape of her body unusual” -Train, “Meet Virginia”

I have always had a fascination for this song. Since I was a young girl riding the bus and hearing these lyrics for the first I felt like I “got” Virginia

So as I am driving down the road and song comes on I find myself belting it out with passion. Read more

I’m almost 5 years old in this picture. Whenever anyone sees this picture they remark that I look like a porcelain doll and the truth is I can remember this being about this age when I was told to hush, act like a lady, and just sit down, be quiet, and look cute. I can tell you that despite my almost obsession with swirly dresses and dolls…that I in no way shape or form wanted to just be seen as cute. I would sit still, look pretty, and really would just daydream of world domination… Read more