“I have this, ‘thing’ sexually”, he tells me over a nice dinner.
So, I inquired….
“Well what is your ‘thing’ then?”
Then he glances at the table for a millisecond and then straight into my eyes, “I get really turned on by kicking my subs with steel-toed boots while they are on the ground. I try to be careful not to break any ribs”. Read more

I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more

It’s In The Vulnerability

It’s all in the vulnerability.
This is how we grow and expand.
This is the way in which we learn more about each other but it is also the thing so many of us avoid.

I drove all morning in order to go on a last minute adventure. Yesterday evening I had this random desire to go see a special man in my life.
In truth to follow where my p*ssy and therefore my spirit to where it was pulling me. Read more

The room was dark and candlelight was all around me.
I stood in the center of the room alone on my yoga mat.
Apparently no one else wanted to come to this calm audio-guided class today.

I said to myself, “All alone today Addison. Let’s give it all we’ve got”.
But then I stopped in my thought.
I looked around and saw all the flickering candles and they reminded me of all the help I’ve got from my angels and guides.

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Time.
It’s the most precious thing we have
The way in which we choose to use it is important because once it’s gone… it’s gone forever.

Yet many use it carelessly.
Not thinking about how they are giving their lives away to things that not bringing them joy, love, and connection. Things that don’t se their hearts on fire.
And simply not using it to find ways to set their hearts on fire. Read more

In 2020 I want a better body
In 2020 I want more money
In 2020 I want better health
In 2020 I want a romantic relationship

It’s that time of year again…
And this year it is even more intense since we are entering a decade. Making lists and resolutions of all the things we want to call into the New Year.

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I know you might want it from a logical perspective but your soul isn’t screaming for it… so therefore you don’t really want it.

I hear what you’re saying about wanting your dreams to come true over the next year. As we enter a new decade you are looking out and see so much that your logical brain desires. And in truth, there is a reason you desire it.

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