Ego

Overthinking Kills Sexual Bliss

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I’m in bed with one of my lovers and we have been having some fun and playful sex. Not taking anything too seriously and just enjoying each others presence. I am riding fun orgasmic waves as the peaks just keep coming. I finally beg for a break from my own intense pleasure.
 
So we decide to switch positions in order for him to have the most sensation and to give me a break from my own peaks. This moment is all about him, I hear his grunts and his groans, and I love hearing his pleasure, it fills my heart up and turns up the heat of my own arousal.

You Are Like the Ocean

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I see you…
 
Always working so hard and yet never thinking it is good enough despite your best efforts. I see you looking out at others comparing your insides with their outsides.
 
Screaming within that if you just did it this way or that THEN it would be better.
Then they would love you more…
Then you would finally be seen…
Then you would get it right.
 

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Are You Buying Into Self

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You want to be loved
You want to be desired
You want to be seen, heard, and celebrated
 
You sit wondering why it is that no one pays attention
Wondering why you are constantly sending loving energy out but nothing ever comes back at you
Why YOU alone in this world are not loved.
 
You striving and hustle
You beg and scream

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My energy Is Like Drugs!

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I apparently starting doing drugs!!!

Lol, this was a comment that I got on a recent video that I had created and was promoting.

And in truth, I’m ecstatic by the comment.

Why?
Well not because I’m actually doing drugs…

I am overjoyed by the comment because it meant that I was in such flow…so high vibing… so much connected to myself and my spirit…

That I was radiating joy that the average person only can connect to DRUGS.

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