All I can do is be HERE….In this moment.
Opening my heart and loving you.
Holding fierce space.
But I can not “fix” you.
Why?
Because there is nothing to fix.
You are not broken. You are just in process. Read more
Ego
Anxiety is not a catchall for your lack of willingness to step TF up!
Not my usual post but…
Let me start this by sharing that I had a long a torturous journey with anxiety myself. I went through deep panic attacks and would feel the terror in my body frequently growing up. I was diagnosed over and over again with several different anxiety disorders.
Make friends with your shadows
You think you’re a “good person”
Aww, that’s Cute!!!
Cute how your ego has got you tied up and twisted in it’s lies to make you feel good about yourself.
To put you above others and make you feel superior.
To pat you on the head like a good little puppy Read more
You understand the importance of meditation…
You get that tuning into the core of self and spirit is vital to finding your path in life.
You take the time to recognize the Soul Goals within you!
Though… are your daily priorities following this?
I’m in bed with one of my lovers and we have been having some fun and playful sex. Not taking anything too seriously and just enjoying each others presence. I am riding fun orgasmic waves as the peaks just keep coming. I finally beg for a break from my own intense pleasure.
So we decide to switch positions in order for him to have the most sensation and to give me a break from my own peaks. This moment is all about him, I hear his grunts and his groans, and I love hearing his pleasure, it fills my heart up and turns up the heat of my own arousal.
How has it worked for you thus far?
The internal shaming, blaming and tearing yourself down.
The way you have been ripping yourself apart for even the smallest of infractions.
The way you berate yourself for…
I see you…
Always working so hard and yet never thinking it is good enough despite your best efforts. I see you looking out at others comparing your insides with their outsides.
Screaming within that if you just did it this way or that THEN it would be better.
Then they would love you more…
Then you would finally be seen…
Then you would get it right.
You want to be loved
You want to be desired
You want to be seen, heard, and celebrated
You sit wondering why it is that no one pays attention
Wondering why you are constantly sending loving energy out but nothing ever comes back at you
Why YOU alone in this world are not loved.
You striving and hustle
You beg and scream
Last night I was looking for something in my email from my mentor and in proper search fashion typed her name in the search bar. Up popped years worth of emails. I was curious and scrolled to the very bottom and began reading our very first coach/coachee interaction.