Sitting between my current lovers legs as we snuggle back on a beach chair and listen to the ocean.
 
My new kitten walking over with her toy mouse and asking me to play while she dances around in the cutest way.
 
My best friend sharing a funny story or intimacy share with me as we stand chatting before clients.
 
A moment of deep connective sexing where I felt so loved and held that it still brings tears to my eyes
 
The moments that become memories.
 
The memories that become our lives.

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I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more

Its early afternoon and my day has been flowing and bright. It is one of those days that I look into my world and I feel an immense gratitude for life itself arise in my chest. I’m soaking in the sun, the breeze, and connecting to my heart.
 
Feeling I have so much love to give and share.
Allowing anything that holds me back from this to flow into the earth. Connecting with my heart, my sex, and my core to stir the beautiful energy.

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You are focusing on the Extraordinary!
You are always desiring MORE!!!
 
And there is nothing wrong with desiring for more, reaching for your next big goal, or beautiful expansion.
 
Big dreams are important!
Visualizing and not settling for less than you deserve is vital to achieving your heart’s desire and continuing to feel that turn-on for life in your very core.

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I LOVE traveling. I enjoy going and see all the exciting new things that each new destination has to offer or simply finding things I overlooked in a destination I’ve been to previously.
 
I love tasting all the yummy food and drink. Exploring locations and meeting new people that expand my mind. Checking out new sites… and yes sometimes checking out new people at these site ?
 
Did I mentioned the water aerobics instructor that was a fine male specimen in Punta Cana this last week? ??
 
In all seriousness I love the adventure and exploration! It feeds my soul.
 

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It is often human nature to focus in on where we are personally still lacking and what is still lacking in our lives overall. Oftentimes this includes looking at the people in our lives and noticing the “squeaky wheels”. It is a noticing of all the times that people AREN’T there for us and we feel ALONE, NOT SEEN, IGNORED, and UNLOVED.

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Go DEEPER!!!
Really picture it in your mind. Really jump into all the sensations of when it is YOURS.
Because it is already YOURS!!!

If you can see it.
If you can picture it.
If you can jump into the sensation.
Then you can HAVE IT!!!

When working with clients they often verbalize having all these passionate, powerful, life-fulfilling dreams but when asked to tell me what it would be like they draw a blank….
“It will look like me happy”
“It will look like me having more money”
“I don’t know Addison”!

If you can’t see it, believe it, and feel it and have no clue what the dream you are actually reaching for then how are you going to know you got it? How will the Universe know what to give you? It’s going to be a pretty hard mark to hit.

Fantasy is the perfect place to be to get what you desire!
Find the passion in your dreams!
Play with all the wonderful possibilities!

Just like how we must have gratitude NOW in order to continue to pull in our blessings. We must be feeling all the yummy feelings and seeing our dreams NOW in order for them to manifest.

Clarity is so important in stepping into our desires, our passions, and our abundance. Now that is not to say that you have to have all the “hows” figured out but you do have to have some form of clarity going in.

Here a great example. Money is a frequently desired manifestation. So you ask the Universe for more money. Well, so you get $20 that falls in your lap. Aren’t you happy? Is this what you were talking about? Potentially but more likely you were wanting a larger sum of money. So instead of just asking for more money you picture the sum, you get into the joy of this vision of it coming into your bank account, and you hold those yummy feelings…suddenly you have a much larger sum of money because you…
1) Got clarity
2) Got in the vibe
3)Stayed in the sensation after asking!

You are going to have to step deeper into your feelings and sensations if you want your dream life! You have to go deeper within you desires and really take the time to picture it NOW.

Don’t hold yourself back!
Claim all your Blessings!

Sending you All Love, Light, & Blessings,
Addison

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Yesterday I was sitting and am waiting for an appointment at my office and was tuning into the music playing in the background.

Then I could hear the words, “I will praise you in this storm” begin to play. It was from a Christian song that I know well and used to listen to years ago when in difficult times. This song hold memories of times that I did not think I could ever get through. In those years I did not take things day by ay but truly moment by moment. Read more