There are days like today, where I sit staring at the sky and feeling the breeze. Breathing in the simplicity of this thing called life and yet feeling the complication of being a so called “adult”.
All the lists, the ‘to dos’ , the planning, the fear, the how to’s, and the ego running around it’s little hampster wheel.
And so I sit here pondering and feel a call into my childlike heart.
Now, at halfway through 35yrs old I am well into adulthood and in truth I was never a typical child in the normal sense. That simply wasn’t the life I lived as a kiddo. I was the stressed out, overworked, caretaker that had a calling at a young age to “hold”.
This year has been a year of moments…
Like all years are filled with moments
But this year we have been pushed to truly take stock and lean into appreciation of the moments we’ve been given.
All the moments. The ones that fill our hearts with joy and peace and the moments that we are brought to our knees with pain and heartache.
This year has simply provided us a chance to lean into our moments and see them for what they are… lessons and blessings.
It has been a year of us having to WAKE TF UP!!! Read more
I’m soaking in a warm hot tub with friends as the jets create an abundance of bubbles on the surface.
We sit looking up at the stars and enjoying the moments.
When a female friend that is sitting beside me takes notice of the glow of the lights on my pale white skin.
“Your skin and hair is so beautiful in the lights. May I play with it?”
I breathe in the compliment and give my consent.
She takes my braided hair and strokes it up against the sensitive skin of my arm. The sensation is divine in this relaxed space and I can feel the reaction of tingles all over my body and deep within my core. Read more
You are so amazing.
You have taught me so much!
You have been a blessing to my life.
I have such love for you and your beautiful soul.
And so I’m letting you go.
I’m letting you go in love.
I’m holding onto the beautiful memories and moments
And forever I will carry the lessons you’ve given me in my heart.
But I’m still letting you go. Read more