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I Have Commitment Issues

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I apparently have commitment issues!

Recently I’ve been told by no less than three people close to me that I have commitment issues.

Which obviously led this Virgo to psychoanalyze self and the idea of “commitment issues”

And the answer is that YES to the average person I can see how this could be true.
And NO it’s not an issue… it’s me being authentic and in integrity.

So I share this for my peeps that might relate and might feel the same way. Those that have been told they have commitment issues. Or those that have felt like they’ve been forced to commit to ANYTHING in their life!

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Smacking The Outstretched Hand of Love

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“I just want someone to sincerely love and adore me…
I just want someone that sees me and helps without question…
I just want someone that loves me even in my bad…
I just want someone that wants to see me truly shine…
I just want someone that surprises me and thinks about me…”

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Care About Others

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Stop telling me not to care!
Stop trying to shut down my beautiful heart and growth.

I do care.
Stop saying that you should not give a f*ck about others thoughts and opinions. Stop saying that you shouldn’t care about another persons emotions.

I can’t stand up for not caring about fellow souls that I walk this earth with. Read more →

Love is An Energy

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Words, Labels, & Definitions of Love can Be Great…
But the power of love isn’t found there!!

The action. The things you feel. The ENERGY.
Thats where it is found. That is what truly matters.

When you are holding your partner in your arms and feel an interconnectedness.

When you watch as your partner steps out of their comfort zone in order to build a deeper moment. Read more →

I live to Be Naked!

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I live to be naked!

I remember a time when I was so uncomfortable being naked. Even with myself.

It felt wrong. It felt shameful. It felt triggering. It felt way too open and vulnerable.

This is when I wasn’t just uncomfortable being naked physically but also where I was still very uncomfortable in being naked with my emotions, my confusions, my dreams, my desires, and yes my body.

Many years later….
After years of inner work…
After facing my body in the mirror…
After gazing straight to my soul…

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Living & Dying

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This is not the article I thought I would be writing today.
 
After two trips. One with two women very close to my heart that was filled with an abundance of laughter and shennigans.
 
And the other filled with romance, passion, connective sexual moments, and such magnificent beauty.

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Make A Moment Last Forever

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How do you make a moment last forever?

This is my question to myself as I stare out into the blue ocean while strong arms are wrapped around me.

The beginnings of tears begin to come to my eyes as a beautiful flood of emotions arise in my chest.

I want to freeze this moment amongst so many others over that last few days.

The kisses
The caresses
The heart shares
The laughter
The way I’ve been pampered so perfectly in a way that arouses my feminine in a way I’ve been hungry for recently.

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How Does Your Garden Grow?

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I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more →

How Dare You Love Yourself!

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“How dare you love yourself! Stop it and stop it now”

How dare you take a picture of yourself and want to share your beautiful smile with the world.

How dare you be excited about your life and want to share the excitement that you are feeling.

How dare you be proud of your accomplishments and take pride in your work.

How dare you charge money for your years of expertise and training.

You really should dull your shine so that I feel better and that I don’t have to really take a look at how I am not living up to my own potential.

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