Others will never see!
The other day I found myself sharing about my childhood home and the tiny little community I grew up in. At one point I even pulled up pictures and maps to explain what I was talking about. This other person of course heard me but the picture in his head was NOT the picture I saw in my own head.
Later that same day I found myself with tears streaming down my face as I was attempting to share a sensitive memory with a friend. A person that knows me better than anyone else in my life. Yet, the words that I was trying to share were not getting through the knot that I felt in my chest and the memory that was right behind my eyes. I stumbled over words and tried to dance around painting a picture but knowing that whatever picture I painted would NEVER truly explain the immensity of the memory.
And as I sat later listening to someone else share on a here and now type situation that was swirling and consuming their lives…

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What if these are the moments?
The moments that you will look back on and remember how transformative they were for your life.
What if these moments are the moments that you will look back upon and remember all the little things that made you smile?
What if these are the moments and you are allowing the worry and the fear to focus your attention on the stress and tension in your life instead of the moments that are heartfelt and loving?
This is a time of stress for so many in not just our country but in the world. Many are feeling pushed in a variety of different ways and it is that feeling of the Universe pushing…pushing…pushing.
And so it can be so easy to let the energies take us over and overshadow all our blessings. To get caught up in the swirling energies of negativity, stress, and drama.
And it’s not that we can’t be real with ourselves and recognize these energies.
I’m not suggesting that we shut off the learnings of these energies that are in our current world. Not suggesting to hide from our emotions and create some fake rainbows and sunshine B.S.

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Whoops, I forgot.
“I forgot to wear underwear for my session”
“I forgot to pay my bill”
“I forgot that we had something planned”
“I forgot to do my homework”
I forgot, I forgot, I forgot.
Something that has always been used as an excuse in people’s lives but has had an upswing over the last few months with everything going on in our society and world.
Some would say that maybe our minds are just so busy with other things and the chaos….
But I dare to share that…
I believe this is simply a lack of many wanting to take responsibility for their own manipulation and massive moments of ego.

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Pausing.
 
The challenge of movers and shakers everywhere!
 
In business
In relationships
And in Life as a whole
 
Except those rare few that know and acknowledge that to be truly successful and fulfilled in life, it takes implementing the pause!
 
Now, there is so many different ways we can pause in our crazy lives.
We can pause in a conversation to check our ego response and thus expand our spiritual vessel
We can pause for self-love and self-care when we are overwhelmed
We can pause the TV channel 🙂

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There are days like today, where I sit staring at the sky and  feeling the breeze. Breathing in the simplicity of this thing called life and yet feeling the complication of being a so called “adult”.

All the lists, the ‘to dos’ , the planning, the fear, the how to’s, and the ego running around it’s little hampster wheel.

And so I sit here pondering and feel a call into my childlike heart.

Now, at halfway through 35yrs old I am well into adulthood and in truth I was never a typical child in the normal sense. That simply wasn’t the life I lived as a kiddo. I was the stressed out, overworked, caretaker that had a calling at a young age to “hold”.

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If you loved them… you’d let them go.
You’d want them to shine their light.
You’d look at the beauty and step out of ego.
If you loved them you wouldn’t try to hurt them
You would not want to see them in pain and suffering
You would not want to create chaos in their world.
Though the majority of relationships that preach… LOVE
Are simply faking it.
It’s not love but conditional need fulfillment.
If your partner is filling your needs then you are in “love” but the second that things go south in a relationship and it is no longer aligned…
Well then you call people names, mess with their stuff, try to ruin their other relationships, etc.
You allow your ego to take the reins and the entire time with a vengeful attitude.
Which is never and will never be love.
It’s easy to watch this is relationships all around us…
When divorce cases drag the others reputation through the mud
When in a break-up one partner stalks another
When lines are drawn in the sand with friends and family
Or simply the process of berating the other party to those around us.
Does this really come from a place of love?

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This year has been a year of moments…

Like all years are filled with moments
But this year we have been pushed to truly take stock and lean into appreciation of the moments we’ve been given.

All the moments. The ones that fill our hearts with joy and peace and the moments that we are brought to our knees with pain and heartache.

This year has simply provided us a chance to lean into our moments and see them for what they are… lessons and blessings.

It has been a year of us having to WAKE TF UP!!! Read more

I’m soaking in a warm hot tub with friends as the jets create an abundance of bubbles on the surface.
We sit looking up at the stars and enjoying the moments.
When a female friend that is sitting beside me takes notice of the glow of the lights on my pale white skin.

“Your skin and hair is so beautiful in the lights. May I play with it?”
I breathe in the compliment and give my consent.

She takes my braided hair and strokes it up against the sensitive skin of my arm. The sensation is divine in this relaxed space and I can feel the reaction of tingles all over my body and deep within my core. Read more

You are so amazing.

You have taught me so much!

You have been a blessing to my life.

I have such love for you and your beautiful soul.

And so I’m letting you go.

I’m letting you go in love.

I’m holding onto the beautiful memories and moments

And forever I will carry the lessons you’ve given me in my heart.

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It feels oh so GOOD!
 
The feelings you are experiencing are what you have envisioned for so long
 
The energy is flowing and the blocks are quickly being blown out of the way, leaving you in an attuned and flow based space
 
You’ve desired for so long to truly tap back into your heart, unlock your sexual energy, and embody the fire that is within.
 
Your mind is feeling nourished.
Your body is feeling nourished.
Your spirit is simply soaring.
 

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