What if these are the moments?
The moments that you will look back on and remember how transformative they were for your life.
What if these moments are the moments that you will look back upon and remember all the little things that made you smile?
What if these are the moments and you are allowing the worry and the fear to focus your attention on the stress and tension in your life instead of the moments that are heartfelt and loving?
This is a time of stress for so many in not just our country but in the world. Many are feeling pushed in a variety of different ways and it is that feeling of the Universe pushing…pushing…pushing.
And so it can be so easy to let the energies take us over and overshadow all our blessings. To get caught up in the swirling energies of negativity, stress, and drama.
And it’s not that we can’t be real with ourselves and recognize these energies.
I’m not suggesting that we shut off the learnings of these energies that are in our current world. Not suggesting to hide from our emotions and create some fake rainbows and sunshine B.S.

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Whoops, I forgot.
“I forgot to wear underwear for my session”
“I forgot to pay my bill”
“I forgot that we had something planned”
“I forgot to do my homework”
I forgot, I forgot, I forgot.
Something that has always been used as an excuse in people’s lives but has had an upswing over the last few months with everything going on in our society and world.
Some would say that maybe our minds are just so busy with other things and the chaos….
But I dare to share that…
I believe this is simply a lack of many wanting to take responsibility for their own manipulation and massive moments of ego.

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Pausing.
 
The challenge of movers and shakers everywhere!
 
In business
In relationships
And in Life as a whole
 
Except those rare few that know and acknowledge that to be truly successful and fulfilled in life, it takes implementing the pause!
 
Now, there is so many different ways we can pause in our crazy lives.
We can pause in a conversation to check our ego response and thus expand our spiritual vessel
We can pause for self-love and self-care when we are overwhelmed
We can pause the TV channel 🙂

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This year has been a year of moments…

Like all years are filled with moments
But this year we have been pushed to truly take stock and lean into appreciation of the moments we’ve been given.

All the moments. The ones that fill our hearts with joy and peace and the moments that we are brought to our knees with pain and heartache.

This year has simply provided us a chance to lean into our moments and see them for what they are… lessons and blessings.

It has been a year of us having to WAKE TF UP!!! Read more

I won’t ask….
 
I won’t ask for you to hold space as I pour out my heart and get naked right before you.
 
You have no responsibility to my heart and nakedness
 
I won’t ask for you to look beyond my tears, my anger, and even my smile and see what is happening just below the surface.
 
You have no responsibility to see me
 
I won’t ask you for you to reach out just to connect, to invite me to do things, or want to build this thing we have and find new depths.
 
You have no responsibility to depth

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This last week has been a week of focused self-growth and expansion work in almost every area of my life.

From an internal stirring I journeyed out into books, trainings, meditation, and so much journaling!!!

I focused on my own inner work that I knew had to be tackled.
I became extra aware of where my ego was present and took care to listen deeper to those in my life.
Watched my thoughts and saw where they were creating different belief systems and thus manifesting in my life.
Learned some new things I am ready and excited to implement in business. Read more

Sitting between my current lovers legs as we snuggle back on a beach chair and listen to the ocean.
 
My new kitten walking over with her toy mouse and asking me to play while she dances around in the cutest way.
 
My best friend sharing a funny story or intimacy share with me as we stand chatting before clients.
 
A moment of deep connective sexing where I felt so loved and held that it still brings tears to my eyes
 
The moments that become memories.
 
The memories that become our lives.

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How do you make a moment last forever?

This is my question to myself as I stare out into the blue ocean while strong arms are wrapped around me.

The beginnings of tears begin to come to my eyes as a beautiful flood of emotions arise in my chest.

I want to freeze this moment amongst so many others over that last few days.

The kisses
The caresses
The heart shares
The laughter
The way I’ve been pampered so perfectly in a way that arouses my feminine in a way I’ve been hungry for recently.

I looked at my friends garden… “damn, her garden looks amazing!”

Then I immediately started thinking about my own little garden that was steadily growing, steadily flowering, but not quite as big and bold.

I started wishing my garden looked like my friends garden with more things growing, more green, more produce producing. I was degrading my own little garden because I saw this other garden. Read more