Sexual Trauma.
It sticks with you… for life.
You can work through it and still you can come back around and need to heal it at a new level.
Trauma changes the brain for good.

Changing the very fabric of who we are through experience but also through how our nervous system interacts with the world.

Recently a past trauma has reemerged in my body.
Spirit and my body are ready to work through it and heal at a next level and so it is making itself known once again to my awareness.

Read more

Let’s say you are out walking on a beautiful morning and you see the most majestic bird. The colors are breathtaking. The way it flits, this way and that, brings you such joy.

This little bird hops over to you and begins to show interest. There is something within you that this majestic bird is drawn too and so she decides to play with you.

Being in the very presence of this bird makes you feel more connected to yourself and the Universe. You are inspired by the way she moves, plays, loves, trusts, and connects. Read more

“Please don’t hurt me!”
 
This is the thought that runs through my heart as I lay snuggled up in arms. Head on a naked chest and my heart feeling like it’s going to crack right open but there is still constriction held in my heart chakra.
 
Im in a dance of surrendering and then pulling back. Melting and then stiffening.

Read more

Sitting between my current lovers legs as we snuggle back on a beach chair and listen to the ocean.
 
My new kitten walking over with her toy mouse and asking me to play while she dances around in the cutest way.
 
My best friend sharing a funny story or intimacy share with me as we stand chatting before clients.
 
A moment of deep connective sexing where I felt so loved and held that it still brings tears to my eyes
 
The moments that become memories.
 
The memories that become our lives.

Read more

I hope one day you get all the love you desire.
That your walls and protections around your heart begin to shatter into a million little pieces
That you find yourself having to breathe into the new spaces that this love will bring you in your life.

And when that day comes, I hope you stand in it’s fire and all the feelings. I hope you choose to stay and that you don’t run away from the love you deserve. Read more

I love C*Ck!

I love the soft skin that feels like silk
I love the edges and ridges
I love the way it has a mind of it’s own
I love the responsiveness
I love the taste!

I think they are beautiful and I feel it is my duty to stand here loud and proud and say… I LOVE C*CK! Read more

 

Today, I watch as fruit and vegetables were used as some of the best sex toys around!!!

Lol, I ran my yearly Oral Intimacies in-person Workshop (there is a recorded version available on my site)
And for the lab/demo portion of this class we make use of cucumbers and mangos.

Myself and my co-teacher ask each individual to tap into the sensations within their bodies as they both give and receive. Now there is zero touching in this workshop and yet we hear again and again how it was incredibly erotic. Read more

I apparently have commitment issues!

Recently I’ve been told by no less than three people close to me that I have commitment issues.

Which obviously led this Virgo to psychoanalyze self and the idea of “commitment issues”

And the answer is that YES to the average person I can see how this could be true.
And NO it’s not an issue… it’s me being authentic and in integrity.

So I share this for my peeps that might relate and might feel the same way. Those that have been told they have commitment issues. Or those that have felt like they’ve been forced to commit to ANYTHING in their life!

Read more

 

“I just want someone to sincerely love and adore me…
I just want someone that sees me and helps without question…
I just want someone that loves me even in my bad…
I just want someone that wants to see me truly shine…
I just want someone that surprises me and thinks about me…”

You look to the sky and pray to receive love Read more