relationships

Beauty, Sex, and Sensuality

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I’m soaking in a warm hot tub with friends as the jets create an abundance of bubbles on the surface.
We sit looking up at the stars and enjoying the moments.
When a female friend that is sitting beside me takes notice of the glow of the lights on my pale white skin.

“Your skin and hair is so beautiful in the lights. May I play with it?”
I breathe in the compliment and give my consent.

She takes my braided hair and strokes it up against the sensitive skin of my arm. The sensation is divine in this relaxed space and I can feel the reaction of tingles all over my body and deep within my core. Read more →

Others Will Prove You Right

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I see you
The world sees you
You see you…
And we all see YOU differently.
And you and each individual in the world sees me differently to.
Because how we view someone is based upon our inner worlds and the vibration in which we choose to live. How we view others has very little to do with them and all to do with us.
If we see someone in our world as uplifting and positive then it is because those are the aspects we are choosing to focus on in that other being. Read more →

I Love you so I’m Letting Us Go!

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You are so amazing.

You have taught me so much!

You have been a blessing to my life.

I have such love for you and your beautiful soul.

And so I’m letting you go.

I’m letting you go in love.

I’m holding onto the beautiful memories and moments

And forever I will carry the lessons you’ve given me in my heart.

But I’m still letting you go. Read more →

Bad Liar

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You Are A Liar… and you don’t even realize it.
Lies, lies, sweet little lies.
You don’t even see how they flow out of your mouth
How you have gotten to a place of believing these lies.
And now you are simply living your life based upon a lie.
A lie you have told yourself.
So what exactly are we talking about here?

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If I have to ask…

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I won’t ask….
 
I won’t ask for you to hold space as I pour out my heart and get naked right before you.
 
You have no responsibility to my heart and nakedness
 
I won’t ask for you to look beyond my tears, my anger, and even my smile and see what is happening just below the surface.
 
You have no responsibility to see me
 
I won’t ask you for you to reach out just to connect, to invite me to do things, or want to build this thing we have and find new depths.
 
You have no responsibility to depth

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You close your eyes and wonder…

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You close your eyes
You close your ears
You close your mind
To those things that don’t fit with what you want to see.
 
It’s always been in front of your darling. Always.
The truth has never been hidden from your eyes
The authentic shares have been free flowing
The energy has been palpable
 
Yet you didn’t want to see or hear the truth and now you are feeling confused…

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I Have More Intimacy with your husband…

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I have more intimacy with your husband than you do!
Or even with your wife.
 
Let me back up a second.
 
Recently I’ve had several conversations where I’ve ended up talking about the deep intimacy I have with my clients. About how despite having boundaries with my clients I have a deep love and unique connection with everyone I choose to take into a 1:1 coaching relationship.
 
When you choose soul aligned clients then you choose people that you vibe with and thus begin to care deeply.

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Ego Disconnects Relationships

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Whoa, EGO!!!
Yes, the ego within yourself that you want to deny as ego spouting from your core.
It’s icky and sticky and you share it with those closest to you.
You feel the cauldron bubbling deep within you and at times it oozes out of your very being.
 
Feeling the massive weight of introverted ego created from your past and simply from your humanity.
And that ego, those insecurities, are what keeps you from the relationship you desire.

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Trauma Expands or Constricts Us

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Sexual Trauma.
It sticks with you… for life.
You can work through it and still you can come back around and need to heal it at a new level.
Trauma changes the brain for good.

Changing the very fabric of who we are through experience but also through how our nervous system interacts with the world.

Recently a past trauma has reemerged in my body.
Spirit and my body are ready to work through it and heal at a next level and so it is making itself known once again to my awareness.

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