How has it worked for you thus far?
The internal shaming, blaming and tearing yourself down.
The way you have been ripping yourself apart for even the smallest of infractions.
The way you berate yourself for…
self love
“She only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not
Right, her timing is quite unusual
You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic
And the shape of her body unusual” -Train, “Meet Virginia”
I have always had a fascination for this song. Since I was a young girl riding the bus and hearing these lyrics for the first I felt like I “got” Virginia
So as I am driving down the road and song comes on I find myself belting it out with passion. Read more
I sit on my patio starring up at the sky.
A handful of stars shine so incredibly bright that you can’t miss them.
But overall the sky initially just looks dark!
Though I sit…
and I sit…
and I squint…
Deeper into the sky.
Trying to see past all the glow from the city…
Suddenly dozens of stars are shining bright in my vision. Stars that fill a dusted sky.
I squint to see the hidden beauty
To see the depth and the divine radiance that takes just a bit of patience. Takes looking past the shadowy sky.
And I am reminded of the stars in each of our own eyes.
That light that can shine bright and be ever present…
The characteristics that are put right out front for the world to see…
And yes these characteristics are beautiful
But we often hide the true beauty and depth.
It would be one thing if others simply didn’t see that divine starlight in us…
But so many walk around never recognizing the starlight in THEMSELVES!
Never starring into their very own eyes
Into thier own souls to see the beauty that lies within
It is a majestic Universe brighter than anything we could see with our own naked eyes in a night sky
Our beauty and magic is so much more luminesce.
But we hide it in overly grounded humanness…
We allow our egos to stomp down any sparks of light.
Until we make a choice…
Yes, we either continue to allow the dimming or we bust through the heavy darkness.
We claim our vibrancy and purpose.
We claim our authenticity
We claim the spirit within self.
The God within self
Knowing that we were placed here for a reason
And our souls go back longer than the stars in the majestic sky.
We were meant to shine with complete luminescence!
So bright that it could light up a million skies.
But it requires taking the time…
Opening up our very core…
And looking deep within.
Within is the only way to find our very own radiance.
It requires just a moment of looking deeper…
Then continuing to look deeper each day
Past the shadows…
Past the comparison of other bright lights, we see in others
Past the fear
Past the doubt
Straight to our souls.
And then allowing that to flow from us at all points throughout our day…
Letting that energy fill us…
Until we can not only see the light within us but we see the light within every other human soul.
We see that we walk around with STARS each and every day.
That we ARE STARS!
But first, you must see the starlight in your own eyes darling!
In this quiet moment
In your very heart.
You were meant to shine!!!!
Love,
Addison!
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You want to be loved
You want to be desired
You want to be seen, heard, and celebrated
You sit wondering why it is that no one pays attention
Wondering why you are constantly sending loving energy out but nothing ever comes back at you
Why YOU alone in this world are not loved.
You striving and hustle
You beg and scream
There are SO many things that you desire to fix about yourself
There are SO many goals that you still haven’t stepped into fully
There are SO many mistakes you are making every single day
You go to bed and wondering if you will ever get it “right”!
I always come back to my center!
That thing that grounds me and clears my mind.
Now we all have something that centers us…
A time, space, or activity that allows us to be free and clear of our ego-driven thoughts.
Where we are simply in a state of BEing
I sit in a group of wonderfully gifted psychics. They share on what they see, hear, and are experiencing. They talk about these magnificent experiences that blow the human mind.
And as I look upon the same room that is apparently full of these experiences I see/hear a magnificent load of…. NOTHING.
Yes, I feel a heightened energy! But that truly is all. Read more
My Beloved,
I find you the most magnificent thing and love every hair upon your head. I love and adore you at all times. There is nothing that you could ever do that would make me love you any less. Each day I cheer for you as you go out into the world with that amazing heart I have provided to you. You have been given a heart that could change the world but dear one you seem to lose connection with it and thus me. I want you! I want all of you and I desire to ravish and romance you. Though you have to lean in and allow me to ravish you. I am romancing you daily if you would open your eyes and heart to me my love. I have the most amazing plans for you and desire to rain beauty down upon you. I want you to have that life that your heart yearns for and put these desires into your heart for a reason. Read more