The energy that was building in my genitals was volcanic.
 
It felt like if I kept going that I was going to melt with the intensity. And yet at the same time, it was all I wanted.
I wanted to melt. To let go. To meld entirely with this sensation.
 
I knew I needed it on a physical and energetic level.
This energy had been trapped for so long and was waiting for the tiniest of cracks.

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I’m currently avoiding my living room!
 
Wanna know why I am avoiding my living room… also known as the area I must pass through to leave my home?
 
On Monday night I got together with a fellow coach and she walked me through a full body mapping art project. The purpose….
 
To F*ck Addison up! 🤣

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I sat there in deep conversation and also emotion last night after a beautiful day of beach, sun, and play.
 
I was processing through what was coming up for me as I tried to tune into my heart and make plans for some tweaks in my life to find more alignment.
 
Areas that used to be aligned but that have shifted slightly as they will do. This is the reason why that as long as we live we are never done with our growth work. Read more

You dilute sex to a mere 30 seconds of high-intensity

Until you change your beliefs about your sex, your sex won’t change!

And one of these B.S. beliefs is that sex is about the finish line
About a 30-second climax that is edgy and highly intense
About that peak that leaves us pulling away moments afterwards because it goes from….

High pleasure to TOO MUCH…STOP!
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You are locking your own energy down.
 
There is something in you that is scared to let your energy flow and to truly receive at that deeper level.
 
The self-made handcuffs feel more comfortable than making a choice to truly release.
 
And most likely you don’t even realize you are locked down. You have gotten so comfortable sitting in the energy you are currently locked into that you don’t even realize that you wear chains.
 

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I demand better than “normal” and the issue is that you don’t!
 
This week I have heard the word “normal” thrown out over and over again!
 
And the term has been used every time as a justification and a way to remove one’s guilt for not doing what needs to be done.
A settling.
An acceptance of the unacceptable.
 
Or actually it might be acceptable to you but it’s not acceptable for me or for my tribe.

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