Stop telling me not to care!
Stop trying to shut down my beautiful heart and growth.

I do care.
Stop saying that you should not give a f*ck about others thoughts and opinions. Stop saying that you shouldn’t care about another persons emotions.

I can’t stand up for not caring about fellow souls that I walk this earth with.
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I live to be naked!

I remember a time when I was so uncomfortable being naked. Even with myself.

It felt wrong. It felt shameful. It felt triggering. It felt way too open and vulnerable.

This is when I wasn’t just uncomfortable being naked physically but also where I was still very uncomfortable in being naked with my emotions, my confusions, my dreams, my desires, and yes my body.

Many years later….
After years of inner work…
After facing my body in the mirror…
After gazing straight to my soul…

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Sex doesn’t equal quality time.

I had a client in the office the other day that was sharing about their desire for quality time with their woman. Sharing that because of recent life circumstances time alone has been more difficult to come by as kids are home and life is busy. Then he proceeded later to share about how him and his woman have been doing a ton together….

Long story short and I stopped him in his tracks and asked about the conflicting information. Spending tons of time together but also having the experience of not getting time with her. Read more

The physical aspect of the sexing is… pretty good.

Not the best as we work around momentary physical challenges in our bodies.

Working to get into a rhythm and position that both arouse and is comfortable.

I feel us both floating in and out of presence…
Into our fear, into our uncertainty, into our ego’s
But again and again we
Continue to call each other back from the inner world that is calling
Back into our bodies and back into connection.
A calling back each time we see the other drift.

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The energy is hawt!!!

The orgasmic wave is both sexual and energetic. My hands are shaking, my body quivering, and my genitals are aching for more.

It is a glorious place to be. The receiving mode and dropping into TRUE orgasm.

Two different but yet beautifully conscious men.

Focusing in on me at different times.

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I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. I find my deeper self in my tantra sessions.

I have a handful of other practitioners that I will occasionally swap sessions with in order to make sure I am moving my own energies.

And this session started out like any other session.

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