😫I need it. I can’t move forward without it. I’m stuck! 😫

😫I need it. I can’t move forward without it. I’m stuck! 😫

These are the things that I state as I tear through the boxes in my home looking for a little pink book. This particular book holds business focused journaling, plans, and writings that were in the works of being created. But in the chaos of moving I can’t seem to find it.

I look high, I look low, I even look in the kids toy bins but this little pink book can’t be found. I seriously spend about an hour tearing through stuff. Read more

💙Where do you go?

💙Where do you go?
💙Where do you go when your heart is screaming to be heard?
💙When all you want to do is be felt at a deeper level.
💙When you are scared and uncertain?

💙Where do you go when the emotions rise in your chest like a great wave?
💙Where do you go when you can see your dreams and yet they are still so far away?
💙Where do you go when your just need to feel loved?

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😇😇The Path Is Clear😇😇

On my morning walk there is a very busy road that I have to cross in order to get to my peaceful path. It’s always CRAZY BUSY!! Well this morning as I got to the cross walk there was not a car in sight. 🤔

It’s morning
It’s about to be school time 
People have to go to work? Where the Heck is everyone

The voice that came into my mind in this moment stating, “The path is clear”. 
I saw there were no cars but yet I halted. Looking both ways and was just “making sure”.

 

🚙I mean because a car could just manifest out of nowhere…
🚜A big truck could come plowing down the road and I would be splatted across the road…
🦅I could get grab up by an eagle flying by…
🐿I could get attacked by a squirrel…
🤣IDK!!!!

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💫💫Are You, YES YOU, A Spirit Warrior? 💫💫

You want it! You can feel it in your very bones! You know it’s within your grasp.
You refuse to give up and keep pushing through with a loving, warrior spirit!
There are always more things to learn, place and ideas to explore, and personal victories to achieve.
 
I see you! You can’t hide your MAGIC!
I see you constantly striving for more in your life. I see how your eyes sparkle when you talk about your dreams. You walk around with a beautiful vibe all your own.
 
I see you and I know your heart that is filled with the most magnificent light and love
You adore growth and know that you were made for more and don’t give up and don’t give in.
Your heart yearns for a life where each day is filled with bliss, connection to self, and to others. I see and want to guide you to see the powerful energy of your sex, your heart, and your sprit.
 
Your whole life you’ve never quite fit in. You never really felt like you were really meant for this place. A little too much of this and not enough of that.
 
You hid, you fought, you hardened, and somewhere along the way you changed.
You buried that beautiful Warrior Spirit under a thick society acceptable disguise.
 
Now you are waking up again and are ready to really own who you are. You are ready to jump in and claim your place in this world. In you sex. In your relationships. In your work. And in yourself.
 
You’re working on your Masterpiece!
 
The Masterpiece of creating your blissful life that is filled with joy, love, sensuality, and all that your great big heart desires. You are a Spirit Warrior!
 
A person that isn’t going to settle for the ordinary and mundane but instead is always striving for more.
 
💥More Love..
💥More Sensuality…
💥More Connection…
💥More Knowledge..
 
A person just like me!
 
🤟Yes, you are unique!
🤟Yes, you are determined!
🤟Yes, you have a beautiful spirit!
🤟Yes, you know there is more to life!
 
You are a warrior for your own spirit and the spirits of everyone around you.
 
You know all of these things but haven’t figured out how to make it happen! How to integrate all the different pieces of your life to make it pure Bliss!
 
You strive to live each moment and find beauty in even the most challenging of situations. You desire to touch constantly deeper into self and are ravenous when it comes to growth mindset. You open your heart and work to crack it to its depth. AND you want to have fun and enjoy all the millions of blessings.
 
Right now, you have everything disconnected. Separate.
The spiritual…The sexual…The body… The relationships…. Even your core that is pure LOVE!
 
Spirit Warrior, I want to guide you! I want to show you the way. To have it all come together in a more magnificent way then you’ve even dream. I am Spirit Warrior and see the warrior spirit within you.
 

Are you going to dive in and answer the call of your spirit, your sex, your dreams, and your desires?

 

A true Spirit Warrior would!

If you are a Spirit Warrior…click the banner to work with me!

💕When was the last time you let God romance you?💕

🌛🌟I sit here on this beautiful May evening staring at the stars on my balcony. I try to quiet my mind and just be with the moment. Really tune in and tap in.

🏖I feel suddenly transported to 18 months ago where I had one of the best moments of my life. Sitting under a sea full of stars with my soul sister as we listened to the waves crash onto the beach. I remember feeling spirit swirling within me just like it does in a smaller way right now. I felt my soul. But I also felt like I was in tune with the greater soul of the entire Universe for even a micro-second. Read more

There!

There!

When I get there, my life will be perfect. When I get there, I will be happy. When I get there, I will be able to focus on my family/friends. When I get there, I will be able to do the things I’ve always wanted to do. There, There, There… but never Here.

I’ve said it, and I bet you have said it too. The comments about how things will be different when you have reached a goal. The problem being that, for most of us, this goal is a constant moving target or it never creates the total life change that we expect. We keep on a lifelong search for our happiness, joy, time, and perfect life that never comes. We put our joy off until the ‘perfect’ man/woman comes into our life, until we get that new promotion, until we have enough money in the bank, until we are fully enlightened, until… we die. Read more

How I Lost 25lbs and Gained Sexual Empowerment Through Tantra

How I Lost 25lbs and Gained Sexual Empowerment Through Tantra

From the time I was 10 years-old until I was in my twenties, I fought a bloody battle with my own body, which manifested as anorexia and bulimia. I spent 15 years in what can only be described as a hell of my own body but more than anything, a place where I was a prisoner of my own mind. I was blessed, however, to get help and eventually fully recover. I learned to come to a place of peace with my body and formed an essence of neutrality. I no longer put effort into trying to lose weight because I knew this was a slippery slop to relapse. Through the years of recovery it became apparent that I needed to work on my past sexual trauma that was keeping me stuck in not only a war against my body but in many areas of my life, especially my sexuality. I would later learn that most individuals with eating disorders also have some difficulties with their sexuality in some form or fashion. I went to therapy religiously and pushed myself to open up internal boxes that I had bolted shut. The deeper I dug the more disgusted I found for my sexuality and the more my body shut down physically.

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Hideous Situation Of Love

Hideous Situation Of Love

I sit there talking to this man and I find a little corner of my heart making space for love towards this man. We chat about a recent date of his, and I laugh with him about his slyness with coming up with amazing adventures. I love hearing about one of his lovers, specifically because it fills me with joy to know that he is happy and to see the beautiful relationship he has built. I am new and so stand in awe of the magnificent love. However, in his haste to get things out of his mouth and find clarity within himself, he stumbles over his words and unbeknownst to him, they come out all wrong. I suddenly try to eradicate that little piece of my heart that was just implanted with love… but it won’t budge. My heart clenches, my chest aches, and my eyes struggle to hold back the tears in the dark. I lose touch with everything being said and have a vivid image of my heart bleeding all over this beautiful bedroom. He chatters on about general life without realizing I deeply need triage.

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The Art of Thank You

The Art of Thank You

The phone falls from my hand after I read the text that rips my heart apart and brings my Ego to the forefront. A lover just dropped a major bomb in my life and I feel frozen. Then I crumble like a million pieces of sand on the floor of my living room as a stream of tears floods my face. I feel both “too much” and “not enough” in this moment and simply want to die… THANK YOU!

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Beauty of the Double Goddess Session

Beauty of the Double Goddess Session

I love doing a good bodywork session. I find the process beautiful and spiritual as I see my clients grow and relax into their own divine natures. Although I love all my bodywork sessions, I have a special place in my heart for those sessions where I get to share the energy with a fellow Tantric Goddess!

I recently had the opportunity to do some joint sessions with my colleague and mentor, Kendal Williams. There is an amazing energy that is created in a Double Goddess session where two women are able to create a truly memorable experience for their God. Each session is different in the way the session progresses, the depth of the session, and the energy that culminates. The beauty of these sessions is that just like unique gems each Tantric Goddess brings a different and special personal energy into the session. It’s even more special when those two Goddesses have a prior connection and so are able to synchronize their movements and add complimentary energy. Here is a short peek into one of these sessions that I hold so dear in my heart…

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