Others will never see!
The other day I found myself sharing about my childhood home and the tiny little community I grew up in. At one point I even pulled up pictures and maps to explain what I was talking about. This other person of course heard me but the picture in his head was NOT the picture I saw in my own head.
Later that same day I found myself with tears streaming down my face as I was attempting to share a sensitive memory with a friend. A person that knows me better than anyone else in my life. Yet, the words that I was trying to share were not getting through the knot that I felt in my chest and the memory that was right behind my eyes. I stumbled over words and tried to dance around painting a picture but knowing that whatever picture I painted would NEVER truly explain the immensity of the memory.
And as I sat later listening to someone else share on a here and now type situation that was swirling and consuming their lives…

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You have to work for your orgasm!
Or your orgasmic potential that is
You don’t understand true orgasm because you’ve bought the average and ordinary sheep mindset of what sex is…
And that is why you don’t believe you can orgasm or the reason you go for the quick fix of pleasure.
You believe that deep penetrative orgasms are something that comes without you having to put in the effort.
And so your beliefs about what could be in the bedroom and even outside of the bedroom are skewed by your closed mindset.

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You Are A Liar… and you don’t even realize it.
Lies, lies, sweet little lies.
You don’t even see how they flow out of your mouth
How you have gotten to a place of believing these lies.
And now you are simply living your life based upon a lie.
A lie you have told yourself.
So what exactly are we talking about here?

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You were born with desire
You were born with a hunger
You were born with an Appetite!
 
An appetite for deeper connection and understanding of this world in all it’s juiciness.
 
The juiciness of deep connective relationships
The juiciness of feeling passion for your work
The juiciness of seeing and experiencing the world
The juiciness of our inner world and it’s divine energy
The juiciness of expansive moments of intimacy
 

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I won’t ask….
 
I won’t ask for you to hold space as I pour out my heart and get naked right before you.
 
You have no responsibility to my heart and nakedness
 
I won’t ask for you to look beyond my tears, my anger, and even my smile and see what is happening just below the surface.
 
You have no responsibility to see me
 
I won’t ask you for you to reach out just to connect, to invite me to do things, or want to build this thing we have and find new depths.
 
You have no responsibility to depth

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You close your eyes
You close your ears
You close your mind
To those things that don’t fit with what you want to see.
 
It’s always been in front of your darling. Always.
The truth has never been hidden from your eyes
The authentic shares have been free flowing
The energy has been palpable
 
Yet you didn’t want to see or hear the truth and now you are feeling confused…

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I have more intimacy with your husband than you do!
Or even with your wife.
 
Let me back up a second.
 
Recently I’ve had several conversations where I’ve ended up talking about the deep intimacy I have with my clients. About how despite having boundaries with my clients I have a deep love and unique connection with everyone I choose to take into a 1:1 coaching relationship.
 
When you choose soul aligned clients then you choose people that you vibe with and thus begin to care deeply.

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Whoa, EGO!!!
Yes, the ego within yourself that you want to deny as ego spouting from your core.
It’s icky and sticky and you share it with those closest to you.
You feel the cauldron bubbling deep within you and at times it oozes out of your very being.
 
Feeling the massive weight of introverted ego created from your past and simply from your humanity.
And that ego, those insecurities, are what keeps you from the relationship you desire.

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Tale as old as time….

I feel as my body melts into the ground below me as I become one with the earth. My breath begins to expand out and each exhale shakes the energies within.

I am engulfed by this energetic snake as it slides up my torso, leaving behind it a trail of fire and yet euphoric sensations throughout not just my physical body but my energetic body. Read more