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Recently I’ve had a slew of truly beautiful men come into my office and share similar statements and experiences.
 
Experiences where women are not willing to take any time on their male partners.
Not kissing them.
Not touching them.
Not stroking them.
 
Zero Foreplay!!!
Zero Pre-Work Connection!!!

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The energy that was building in my genitals was volcanic.
 
It felt like if I kept going that I was going to melt with the intensity. And yet at the same time, it was all I wanted.
I wanted to melt. To let go. To meld entirely with this sensation.
 
I knew I needed it on a physical and energetic level.
This energy had been trapped for so long and was waiting for the tiniest of cracks.

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I’m currently avoiding my living room!
 
Wanna know why I am avoiding my living room… also known as the area I must pass through to leave my home?
 
On Monday night I got together with a fellow coach and she walked me through a full body mapping art project. The purpose….
 
To F*ck Addison up! 🤣

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I had a lover tell me once years ago when I was having a low period in my sex…

That all I needed was to let him blindfold me…. tie me up… open the door to a hotel room… and let as many random guys as he deemed fit come in and use my body.

THIS was supposedly what was going to fix me!
THIS was his answer to fixing the fact that I wasn’t feeling connected to my body.
THIS was how I was meant to move through energetic blockages. Read more

I sit on my patio starring up at the sky.
A handful of stars shine so incredibly bright that you can’t miss them.
But overall the sky initially just looks dark!
Though I sit…
and I sit…
and I squint…

Deeper into the sky.
Trying to see past all the glow from the city…
Suddenly dozens of stars are shining bright in my vision. Stars that fill a dusted sky.

I squint to see the hidden beauty
To see the depth and the divine radiance that takes just a bit of patience. Takes looking past the shadowy sky.

And I am reminded of the stars in each of our own eyes.
That light that can shine bright and be ever present…
The characteristics that are put right out front for the world to see…
And yes these characteristics are beautiful
But we often hide the true beauty and depth.

It would be one thing if others simply didn’t see that divine starlight in us…
But so many walk around never recognizing the starlight in THEMSELVES!

Never starring into their very own eyes
Into thier own souls to see the beauty that lies within

It is a majestic Universe brighter than anything we could see with our own naked eyes in a night sky

Our beauty and magic is so much more luminesce.

But we hide it in overly grounded humanness…
We allow our egos to stomp down any sparks of light.

Until we make a choice…
Yes, we either continue to allow the dimming or we bust through the heavy darkness.
We claim our vibrancy and purpose.
We claim our authenticity
We claim the spirit within self.
The God within self

Knowing that we were placed here for a reason
And our souls go back longer than the stars in the majestic sky.

We were meant to shine with complete luminescence!
So bright that it could light up a million skies.

But it requires taking the time…
Opening up our very core…
And looking deep within.

Within is the only way to find our very own radiance.

It requires just a moment of looking deeper…
Then continuing to look deeper each day
Past the shadows…
Past the comparison of other bright lights, we see in others
Past the fear
Past the doubt

Straight to our souls.
And then allowing that to flow from us at all points throughout our day…

Letting that energy fill us
Until we can not only see the light within us but we see the light within every other human soul.

We see that we walk around with STARS each and every day.
That we ARE STARS!

But first, you must see the starlight in your own eyes darling!
In this quiet moment
In your very heart.

You were meant to shine!!!!

Love,
Addison!

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