“๐ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฏ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฆ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ, ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฃ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ญ๐ข๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ. ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ ๐จ๐ถ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐โ๐ฎ ๐ข ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ข ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ด๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ. ๐๐ฐ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ข ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ, ๐ง๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ฉ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ต ๐ฉ๐ช๐จ๐ฉ. ” – ๐๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐๐ช๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด, ๐๐ฆ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ
By adulthood, I don’t think there is any woman that can’t feel the above sentiment.
As we move through our lives we take stone after stone, of trauma, heartbreak, abandonment, feeling used, messages of “not enough/too much”…
And we build and we build until one day we have a stone wall.
A wall so dense and heavy that we can’t feel ourselves and all others are kept from truly moving closer to us.
We often can fool ourselves into thinking that we are a “door” instead of a wall because we have people in our lives that we allow slightly closer to our true wall.
Though, in reality we never truly give space for our loved ones to touch our vulnerabilities and simply be with us whatever the space.
And then when they can’t penetrate the wall it confirms the need for the wall… and so we throw on a few more bricks.
While at the heart of every woman is a desire to be loved and love in return. To allow ourselves to be fully seen, felt, and held and experience that divine romance with life.
And breaking down a piece of the wall to build a door is one of the most courageous thing a woman can do.
It’s not about knocking our entire life of learning to the ground by blowing up the wall because our learning and boundaries are vital to a healthy life.
But when we reconstruct our “wall” into a “door”…
Through healing, energywork, sharing, and inner work….
We can allow others in to really see us and experience us in our truest feminine energy (both light & dark).
And it doesn’t have to happen all at once…
Its one shifting stone… one breath into discomfort… one personal share of vulnerability… one emotion that usually is hidden… one moment of feeling love for self and other.
One of the biggest things I hear from men in my business is that they keep running into their woman’s wall and no matter what they do she won’t let them in.
The person that they have given to spend their entire lives with never gets to truly know them. To understand them. To feel them.
Nothing worth truly having can come into our lives via a wall.
I see this in many areas of romantic relationship but especially when it comes to the bedroom. A wall gets put up and there is no explanation or discussion to be had that will break down that wall…
Even if the woman is giving the man sex… she isn’t giving him herself, her energy, her heart.
The woman in the above excerpt is a prostitute and while she is having sex, she is not letting them truly past her wall. Simply action without a change of energy is still maintaining a wall.
And maybe your wall only comes up in other areas…
Maybe you’ve created a door but are still working on cracking it open.
Today… I simply ask you to inquire within about where you are being a wall instead of a door in your life.
Remember… one brick at a time!
You are worthy of being seen, loved, and known!
Stay Orgasmic!
Addison
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