I see you
The world sees you
You see you…
And we all see YOU differently.
And you and each individual in the world sees me differently to.
Because how we view someone is based upon our inner worlds and the vibration in which we choose to live. How we view others has very little to do with them and all to do with us.
If we see someone in our world as uplifting and positive then it is because those are the aspects we are choosing to focus on in that other being. Read more

“Please don’t hurt me!”
 
This is the thought that runs through my heart as I lay snuggled up in arms. Head on a naked chest and my heart feeling like it’s going to crack right open but there is still constriction held in my heart chakra.
 
Im in a dance of surrendering and then pulling back. Melting and then stiffening.

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Balancing Gratitude & Pain

I am sitting in my car in rush hour traffic when I feel it happen. I am listening to music and a song that always touches my heart comes on over the speakers, and I just feel tears start rolling down my cheeks. I am thankful that I’m in traffic and not really moving because the tears come faster and overtake my vision. The tears are a release of sadness, anger, hope, and disappointment; they are also releasing of energy that was never mine to begin with, energy that I picked up throughout the day. I let the tears roll down my face, leaving glistening wet stripes covering my cheeks and a puddle of collected tears on my shirt. I don’t try to brush them away. All of a sudden a feeling of frustration with myself overcomes me because although I am experiencing all these emotions, I am also feeling very grateful for my life. I have had some amazing sessions this week, had some heartfelt moments, great sex, and a list of about a million other little blessings that transpired over the week.

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