Expansion Coach, Expert Author, Holistic Practitioner
I hope one day you get all the love you desire.
That your walls and protections around your heart begin to shatter into a million little pieces
That you find yourself having to breathe into the new spaces that this love will bring you in your life.
And when that day comes, I hope you stand in it’s fire and all the feelings. I hope you choose to stay and that you don’t run away from the love you deserve. Read more
I apparently have commitment issues!
Recently I’ve been told by no less than three people close to me that I have commitment issues.
Which obviously led this Virgo to psychoanalyze self and the idea of “commitment issues”
And the answer is that YES to the average person I can see how this could be true.
And NO it’s not an issue… it’s me being authentic and in integrity.
So I share this for my peeps that might relate and might feel the same way. Those that have been told they have commitment issues. Or those that have felt like they’ve been forced to commit to ANYTHING in their life!
I’m stirred! Yep, I had a long conversation with a man that I’ve been dating last night… leaving me mind-blown.
A man that claims to be “super open-minded”?
I push my lover back onto the bed and tell him it’s his turn to receive and my turn to play. As he lies back, I begin my slow tease over his legs, thighs, and eventually to his cock. I can feel his energy radiating through him into my mouth, and then my eyes flick up to meet his. He gives me a boyish grin as he tells me how good I feel, but what he doesn’t know is that right before his grin I caught a complete look of vulnerability on his face. His cock’s energy tells the story of this vulnerability as it pulses. His mouth begins a quick dance to avoid the feelings, “Are you comfortable?” “You don’t have to keep going if you don’t want,” “You look beautiful like that,” and then several derogatory comments towards his cocks performance. I slide his cock out of my mouth, and with a gentle touch, I simply say, “Shh, just relax and enjoy it. I’m having a great time. Focus on your pleasure.” Once again, we sink into the sensation and rhythm.