Orgasm Blame Game

Orgasm Blame Game

It’s early evening when I receive the text, and I am relaxing outside and trying to get some work done. I see the name, and I am immediately intrigued because it is rare these days that I see this name on my phone screen. He wants to come over for a little while, and I know that he has plans beyond just chatting. I sit, staring at my phone for a few minutes, pondering my options. On the one hand, I know that I really need and desire some focused attention. On the other hand, I have some major emotional blocks with him right now and am still holding a traumatic event in my body. I have the choice to lean into the vulnerable here or to shut down and completely shut him out. I finally decide to step into vulnerability and see if I can allow my own opening with his help. Read more

😫I need it. I can’t move forward without it. I’m stuck! 😫

😫I need it. I can’t move forward without it. I’m stuck! 😫

These are the things that I state as I tear through the boxes in my home looking for a little pink book. This particular book holds business focused journaling, plans, and writings that were in the works of being created. But in the chaos of moving I can’t seem to find it.

I look high, I look low, I even look in the kids toy bins but this little pink book can’t be found. I seriously spend about an hour tearing through stuff. Read more

Moving & Clearing

I’ve been in the process of moving over the last two weeks and I’m amazed.
Amazed at all the little junk that a person can accumulate
It’s the little tiny shit that is the biggest pain

The moving of the big furniture is heavy and hard but there is a feeling of accomplishment. 
I see the big furniture.
It’s very present.
What I didn’t see was all the tiny and tedious items
The things that take up space but goes unnoticed
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🤪I feel like I just was transported to Oz! 🤪

🤪I feel like I just was transported to Oz! 🤪
One day I am standing in one place and writing beautiful manifestations in my journal. The next the manifestation comes to fruition in an most unpleasant way and my entire world looks different.

Toto we are not in Kanas anymore!
New look, new responsibilities, new patterns, and new excitement. 
I’m so fearful but I am committed.

But who the hell am I here?
How do I fit? Where do I fit?
And what is up with this strange new land??
NOTHING feels the same!

And the Munchkins don’t speak the same language!

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😇😇The Path Is Clear😇😇

On my morning walk there is a very busy road that I have to cross in order to get to my peaceful path. It’s always CRAZY BUSY!! Well this morning as I got to the cross walk there was not a car in sight. 🤔

It’s morning
It’s about to be school time 
People have to go to work? Where the Heck is everyone

The voice that came into my mind in this moment stating, “The path is clear”. 
I saw there were no cars but yet I halted. Looking both ways and was just “making sure”.

 

🚙I mean because a car could just manifest out of nowhere…
🚜A big truck could come plowing down the road and I would be splatted across the road…
🦅I could get grab up by an eagle flying by…
🐿I could get attacked by a squirrel…
🤣IDK!!!!

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💫💫Are You, YES YOU, A Spirit Warrior? 💫💫

You want it! You can feel it in your very bones! You know it’s within your grasp.
You refuse to give up and keep pushing through with a loving, warrior spirit!
There are always more things to learn, place and ideas to explore, and personal victories to achieve.
 
I see you! You can’t hide your MAGIC!
I see you constantly striving for more in your life. I see how your eyes sparkle when you talk about your dreams. You walk around with a beautiful vibe all your own.
 
I see you and I know your heart that is filled with the most magnificent light and love
You adore growth and know that you were made for more and don’t give up and don’t give in.
Your heart yearns for a life where each day is filled with bliss, connection to self, and to others. I see and want to guide you to see the powerful energy of your sex, your heart, and your sprit.
 
Your whole life you’ve never quite fit in. You never really felt like you were really meant for this place. A little too much of this and not enough of that.
 
You hid, you fought, you hardened, and somewhere along the way you changed.
You buried that beautiful Warrior Spirit under a thick society acceptable disguise.
 
Now you are waking up again and are ready to really own who you are. You are ready to jump in and claim your place in this world. In you sex. In your relationships. In your work. And in yourself.
 
You’re working on your Masterpiece!
 
The Masterpiece of creating your blissful life that is filled with joy, love, sensuality, and all that your great big heart desires. You are a Spirit Warrior!
 
A person that isn’t going to settle for the ordinary and mundane but instead is always striving for more.
 
💥More Love..
💥More Sensuality…
💥More Connection…
💥More Knowledge..
 
A person just like me!
 
🤟Yes, you are unique!
🤟Yes, you are determined!
🤟Yes, you have a beautiful spirit!
🤟Yes, you know there is more to life!
 
You are a warrior for your own spirit and the spirits of everyone around you.
 
You know all of these things but haven’t figured out how to make it happen! How to integrate all the different pieces of your life to make it pure Bliss!
 
You strive to live each moment and find beauty in even the most challenging of situations. You desire to touch constantly deeper into self and are ravenous when it comes to growth mindset. You open your heart and work to crack it to its depth. AND you want to have fun and enjoy all the millions of blessings.
 
Right now, you have everything disconnected. Separate.
The spiritual…The sexual…The body… The relationships…. Even your core that is pure LOVE!
 
Spirit Warrior, I want to guide you! I want to show you the way. To have it all come together in a more magnificent way then you’ve even dream. I am Spirit Warrior and see the warrior spirit within you.
 

Are you going to dive in and answer the call of your spirit, your sex, your dreams, and your desires?

 

A true Spirit Warrior would!

If you are a Spirit Warrior…click the banner to work with me!

😴😴I JUST WANT TO BE LAZY!!😴😴

💬I laid in bed with my computer on my lap and thought… “I should just go back to sleep”
💥Instead I peeled my lazy butt out of the bed!
💬I went to go put my running shoes on and thought… “My foot hurts, I should skip my walk”
💥Instead I finished tying my shoes and off I went
💬I looked at my computer screen and thought… “I don’t feel like I have anything to say and it would just be easier to skip writing today”
💥Instead I am here writing this post.
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