“Please don’t hurt me!”
 
This is the thought that runs through my heart as I lay snuggled up in arms. Head on a naked chest and my heart feeling like it’s going to crack right open but there is still constriction held in my heart chakra.
 
Im in a dance of surrendering and then pulling back. Melting and then stiffening.

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I hope one day you get all the love you desire.
That your walls and protections around your heart begin to shatter into a million little pieces
That you find yourself having to breathe into the new spaces that this love will bring you in your life.

And when that day comes, I hope you stand in it’s fire and all the feelings. I hope you choose to stay and that you don’t run away from the love you deserve. Read more

Don’t you ever get tired?
Tired of holding it all together.
Holding it together within yourself and then trying to hold everyone else’s shit together as well.
Trying, working, hustling, planning and overthinking.

Keeping your body and mind tense and always focused. Hustling for your worth out of pure irrational fear.

Fear that if you were to truly let go that you would lose all control over your life and that it would spiral out into mass chaos. That you wouldn’t survive and that you would lose all those around you. Read more

I apparently have commitment issues!

Recently I’ve been told by no less than three people close to me that I have commitment issues.

Which obviously led this Virgo to psychoanalyze self and the idea of “commitment issues”

And the answer is that YES to the average person I can see how this could be true.
And NO it’s not an issue… it’s me being authentic and in integrity.

So I share this for my peeps that might relate and might feel the same way. Those that have been told they have commitment issues. Or those that have felt like they’ve been forced to commit to ANYTHING in their life!

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“I just want someone to sincerely love and adore me…
I just want someone that sees me and helps without question…
I just want someone that loves me even in my bad…
I just want someone that wants to see me truly shine…
I just want someone that surprises me and thinks about me…”

You look to the sky and pray to receive love Read more

You speak amazing words of bullsh*t!

You share on how you are committed to holding space
You share on how you love this person or that person
Your intentions to help and support
Your intentions to get this project done
Or that all someone has to do is ask…
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There is power in going out of your way.

I am a true believer that selfishness is a good thing to cultivate. Taking care of self is imperative to stepping into our soul purpose and providing us enough energy. Without the ability to be selfish we oftentimes will get stuck in people pleasing and drain ourselves to the point of total misalignment from our cores. Read more

I’m Only Human

I’m only human.
I can’t read your mind and you can’t read mine.
We must verbalize and share our hearts to know one another at the next level.

To understand and have a better viewpoint of why we say or do the things in our lives… we must speak and not assume.

You and I can both make up stories in our heads about intentions and desires, but most of the time we are wrong.