Motherf*cker I want my heart back!
It happened slowly…
Ever so slowly…
One knife, one word, one moment at a time
It closed off and blocked up.
The childlike wonder…
The unconditional joy…
The magical feelings…
The true innocence…
unconditional love
He’s a bit of a fixer-upper!
Have you ever watched the children’s movie “Frozen”.
I have but I’ve never listened intently to some of the words of one song.
While camping the other day this song came on and I recognized it as a song from Frozen. I quickly became quite concerned about some of the words.
Thank you for letting me give.
To those that let me support them.
To those that allow me to have their backs.
To those that open up their hearts and souls to me.
To those that allow me to take on the big or small tasks
To those that share their hopes, dreams, sadness, joy, past, and vision for the future…
You want to be loved
You want to be desired
You want to be seen, heard, and celebrated
You sit wondering why it is that no one pays attention
Wondering why you are constantly sending loving energy out but nothing ever comes back at you
Why YOU alone in this world are not loved.
You striving and hustle
You beg and scream
I have a very soft heart
I am called every single day to add some beauty to this world and go to sleep each night knowing I made a difference.
I enjoy when I can tell people how amazing they are and share a true sense of love
However, sometimes love isn’t all warm and fuzzy
Sometimes sending out love is actually saying the hard things that will trigger negative feelings
Sometimes the most loving thing is to break someone’s heart
I have been blessed over the last few years to meet some truly amazing men in my world.
Do you love them or do you love what they do for you?
Get honest.
Even more honest.
This is just between you and yourself.