Having MORE won’t help
Having BETTER technique won’t help
Having DEEPER meditation/energetic healing won’t help.
Addison Bell
How has it worked for you thus far?
The internal shaming, blaming and tearing yourself down.
The way you have been ripping yourself apart for even the smallest of infractions.
The way you berate yourself for…
Darling, You are constantly pulling yourself back.
Back from the edge!
The very edge of your greatness.
The greatness that first requires all of you in your full authenticity.
I watch as the tears well up in your eyes and they quickly get blinked away into oblivion
Because I can’t NOT…
Why do you do what you do in your life?
Why do you choose to wake up the way you are waking up?
Why are you choosing to be in the relationships you are currently in?
Why are you going/doing that job you do every single day?
There is a fine line between a woman not accepting compliments and a woman just desiring to be seen for more than just her pretty face.
I am constantly hearing men talk about how women these days struggle or even get angry when they are complimented on their physical appearance.
“She only drinks coffee at midnight, when the moment is not
Right, her timing is quite unusual
You see her confidence is tragic, but her intuition magic
And the shape of her body unusual” -Train, “Meet Virginia”
I have always had a fascination for this song. Since I was a young girl riding the bus and hearing these lyrics for the first I felt like I “got” Virginia
So as I am driving down the road and song comes on I find myself belting it out with passion. Read more
I had a lover tell me once years ago when I was having a low period in my sex…
That all I needed was to let him blindfold me…. tie me up… open the door to a hotel room… and let as many random guys as he deemed fit come in and use my body.
THIS was supposedly what was going to fix me!
THIS was his answer to fixing the fact that I wasn’t feeling connected to my body.
THIS was how I was meant to move through energetic blockages. Read more
Lawn seats and I am singing my little heart out! I am thrilled to hear my favorite song but you can see me dancing along to almost every tune they decide to play.
Though I glance around.
And my breath catches for a moment as I look around at the crowd. I am truly amazed at how many people look like they are being tortured or just plain bored.
I look at a married couple right in front of me that doesn’t snuggle or kiss during the love songs… not even once.
I LOVE traveling. I enjoy going and see all the exciting new things that each new destination has to offer or simply finding things I overlooked in a destination I’ve been to previously.
I love tasting all the yummy food and drink. Exploring locations and meeting new people that expand my mind. Checking out new sites… and yes sometimes checking out new people at these site 😉
Did I mentioned the water aerobics instructor that was a fine male specimen in Punta Cana this last week? 😋💥
In all seriousness I love the adventure and exploration! It feeds my soul.
I sat there in deep conversation and also emotion last night after a beautiful day of beach, sun, and play.
I was processing through what was coming up for me as I tried to tune into my heart and make plans for some tweaks in my life to find more alignment.
Areas that used to be aligned but that have shifted slightly as they will do. This is the reason why that as long as we live we are never done with our growth work. Read more